Happy Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day is tomorrow and guess what? we have nothing planned. According to my belove hubby, everyday is valentine's day for us. Is this an excuse for not planning anything?

My hubby is a very practical man. He does not like to spend money on unnecessary gifts just for example, flowers, teddy bears....lucky he has me, as I wont like him spending money on those either. I prefer him to save up the money to get me more pratical gifts like, LV, Gucci and diamonds...haha...hope he reads this...hint for him...

Anyhow, we are not going anywhere for dinner tonite. But am thinking of going out with our little boy tomorrow. Valentine's day is not just between spouses or people in a relationship...its about people we love. You can take your mum out on Valentine's day to show her you appreciate her, to show her you love her. I would love for Brandon to take me out on Valentine's Day when he grows up. Just dating my son. That would be great.

So I will be celebrating this day with 2 of my greatest heros, my husband and my son.


Happy Valentine's Day.....

Late for work

Last nite was a hectic nite. Actually not so but because things go on non-stop. When i reach home from work, after like 1 hour jam, I hate the Klang jam. So terrible, why cant ppl be more considerate so that everyone can get home early. Anyway, so reach home safely, talk to the kids abit, kids as in Brandon, my boy and Jessene my niece. Talk to them abit and went up for shower. Brandon now knows how to say " I want to follow mummy" and so ok, he now will follow me up to the room, he will be busy with his DVD player and TV, he will switch on the TV and dance to the songs and I will be in the shower. On and off i will be calling his name and told him that he must answer. So he will "ooi, here" and let me know that he is alert. mummy calls means have to answer.

after shower, time for his dinner, the maid came up to take him down, so i proceed to log into MSN and check my facebook. Got alot of parking tickets for my parking wars game.hemm...have not been logging in since i started this new job. been sleeping early. I need my 8 hours sleep. at least 6 hours. else, i'll be a cranky mummy. and so, was chatting with a friend and knock knock, maid told me we all need to bring Jessene to Dr.Ooi. She has been having fever for 2 days now. So ok, drove everyone out as in Mil, the 2 kids and the maid, the others are all out. Took her to Dr.Ooi, came back, was really hungry, had my dinner then watch some Tv with the kids, get Brandon ready for bed. He has been asking to drink his milk in the room nowadys. So took everything up and drink his milk upstairs, changed him into his PJs and switch off all the light. then he told me he needs to do his poo poo. got a little scolding from me because i have asked him before changing him into his PJs. anyway, well, details will be at his blog. so he ended up sleeping at only 11.15pm. So i get up to surf the net a little and before i go back to bed, hubby wants to talk. So we chat a little- little as in until about 1pm. But last nite was a good sleep. I forgot to set the alarm on so this morning, brandon woke up and calls mummy, climbs up to my bed and when i check the time, S**T! Late !! Woke hubby up to entertain his son, then dash off for shower, put on my clothes and wave bye bye. brought my make up to put on in car.

Brandon was a good boy today, i guess seeing me rushing he understands that mummy is late for work, so daddy took him downstairs to say bye bye and waved, gave him a kiss and promise him i will be back tonite to play with him.

Thank God the traffic was smooth, reach office exactly at 8.30am. Imagine this, woke up at 8 and within half hour, i get to shower and reach office but of course without make up. but at least manage to reach office on time. so not exactly late. but was rushing like mad lady.

Wroking life starts again

Working life starts again after a 2 months break. I have been blessed with interviews after interviews and well, some was positive and some...not so good. Either the offer was not good or the manager has management problem. We also do market check before we join the company. Luckily i have friends all over the banking industry. Checking on the manager also quite easy. I have offer that came so much later that I have to let it go although I think I should take up the offer as a sales manager. But maybe not this year when the economy is bad. When we knows sales is going down and everywhere is chasing for figures. This is a bad year to become a Sales Manager. So will have to wait for next year and see.

Started with Islamic banking. Kuwait Finance House. Some says im working for terrorist company. Some ask if I have to wear a tudung. Well, i have to wear headscarf, and only pants. So my working skirts...have to put aside.

The main reason for me to take up this job in an Islamic Bank is that I will be the pioneer in this Islamic Banking in future. All banks are going into this line, and me working in an Islamic Bank is an added advantage. Middle east company is one of the wealthier company that we can work in right now because of the economy. How does ppl take it, im still exploring. Its going to be tough cause the branch im in is a really new branhc. Up to date, 3 months old. So everything is not in place and everything have to do from scratch.

Im really counting the days when Im already familiarise with all the Islamic concepts and well, boast around...haha....

Win the war

Now, so many things has been happening for the past week. things was so unpredictable. I just got the worst news that i did not expect it to come especially now. but i got it.

so ok, im leaving the battle....and will want to win the war....
maybe He has been telling me to...but i dint listen. so now, he do his job lor...wake up call...beep beep...or rrrriiiiiinnnnggggg....wake up, girl....you are not suppose to do this...you are better out there...

so ya...instead of employee's world...im going out there to face the war myself....im confidence i can do it with the support of Him and Hubby and of course our little prince...
i will go fight the war then come home to them for a little bit of support and also love and tender care....hemm....

hey, war....IM COMING....

My dear Hubby

Have to post something about hubby. There's blog for brandon and myself, so i will have to post something about him. Cannot leave him out mah.

1st post...he is a loving father and husband.

Change of heart

Change of heart....
what do i mean by that? i just learnt that when we want things or people to change around us, we should change our heart first. How do we do that? Praying is important. Pray to God to change our heart.

I was in despair a few days ago. Everything seems to be gloomy and end of the world. Everyday will start with bad news and ends with bad news. Imagine, people around also seems to show you that they are not happy to see you, they hate the sight of you. When you are faced with that kind of situation, how long can your confidence or your cheerfulness last?

When you are in bad shape, you need someone to talk to but the person that you want to share badly to just dont seem to care at all, what do you do? You fall, you cry yourself to sleep but no one seems to hear you....and hey, you forgot about the only one that will always be there for you.

Yeap, i had a wake up call. Look up to Him. Talk to Him.
Was asked to pray for change of our own heart instead of change of things or ppl around us because its not my job. Well, i tried. but no peanuts results are shown. So i go to Him. Pray that He will change my heart. and He did. He did not only change my heart, he changed the things around. He always provide you with more than you need. God is there. God hears us.

Right now, things are no exact difference yet but things are changing. Thank the Lord.

Continue to pray for change of heart...of course the better way....

Are things different?

When things are different, are they good? Isnt true that we have to adapt to whatever situation that comes into our life? Or we just insist to stay where where we are happy, we insist to have the best times in life? What happens when you accepted that things around you have changed but ppl around you just think that its stupid to think that way?

Is it alright to want to have the best of things in life when everything is just at the fine level? there are ppl put in the world who cant even choose what they have in life, so is it alright for us to demand the best things?

What makes me think this way? because im facing the most confused times right now? i can make a choice but will i be right this time? how long can it last? how acceptable is my choices. see? im confused....

Who doesnt want everything to stay where its best at? who doesnt want to enjoy every moment? God keep blessing us with good things but he will also test us. Can we passed his test? I have always put him in my heart, but can I do it alone? There are things where you need 2 ppl to sustain, where you need 2 ppl to hold on to. Can you do it alone?